motiveweight:

sunbrazedmisfit 
The picture on the left is me at my absolute heaviest. My mom had passed just a year before, my boyfriend at the time treated me terribly, I was cutting, I felt relieved when the thought of suicide crossed my mind. I grew up abused, molested, neglected and more often than not, I let the struggle get the best of me and I did what I could to survive; if that’s even what you want to call it. Here I am two years later- still battling the demons every day, but you bet I fight like hell. I consider myself a warrior. I fought to be the girl I am now. I love my body for what it is, because you bet I didn’t get here sitting back and hoping something happens. I went out and made it happen. Through a lot of sweat tears and hell, even some blood involved I am now the happiest I have ever been. Not because I lost over fifty pounds but because I worked for it, conquering each and every obstacle as it comes my way.
May the light lead you out of your darkest days, and with all else. Love yourself.
Remember I love you and I’m proud of you. You, yes you.
Starting weight:210
Current weight:154
5’3 

motiveweight:

 

The picture on the left is me at my absolute heaviest. My mom had passed just a year before, my boyfriend at the time treated me terribly, I was cutting, I felt relieved when the thought of suicide crossed my mind. I grew up abused, molested, neglected and more often than not, I let the struggle get the best of me and I did what I could to survive; if that’s even what you want to call it. Here I am two years later- still battling the demons every day, but you bet I fight like hell. I consider myself a warrior. I fought to be the girl I am now. I love my body for what it is, because you bet I didn’t get here sitting back and hoping something happens. I went out and made it happen. Through a lot of sweat tears and hell, even some blood involved I am now the happiest I have ever been. Not because I lost over fifty pounds but because I worked for it, conquering each and every obstacle as it comes my way.

May the light lead you out of your darkest days, and with all else. Love yourself.

Remember I love you and I’m proud of you. You, yes you.

Starting weight:210

Current weight:154

5’3 

mylifeasashell:

I feel like a different person, inside and out.

It’s an on-going journey but I am getting stronger, I am becoming healthier and I am on way to being happier.

such a huge difference!

mylifeasashell:

I feel like a different person, inside and out.

It’s an on-going journey but I am getting stronger, I am becoming healthier and I am on way to being happier.

such a huge difference!
About to use coconut flour for the first time in my life! 
It’d better be good, cause it wasn’t cheap:P

About to use coconut flour for the first time in my life!
It’d better be good, cause it wasn’t cheap:P